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Here's the Skinny

by Elijah Cross

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1.
Before we begin, let me say I'm terrified, 'cause I've never been on the other end of this -- there's nothing you do That would make me leave your side, so there's no blaming you when something goes amiss. (Chorus) I will break your heart, but not because I wanna see it break -- remember, (I'm human) I am bound to make mistakes. It's hard to get this right in just one take. I never mean to let things get out of hand, creating a scene with the things I do and say. If you wanna turn me away I'd understand -- I never did earn Your affection anyway. And...(Chorus)
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Case 03:41
The room has been empty for a long, long time — There's still yellow tape across the door, And nobody's lived here since that awful crime — You see the chalk outline on the floor? The best of detectives have all come and gone; They looked over every inch of this place. What makes you so certain that you'll be the one To solve the case? You tell me you've got this new technology That everyone else has yet to use, And if I am patient, I will surely see How you can unravel all the clues. All of the others have told me the same, And they never found any leads they could chase. Flashing your badge here and talking your game Won't solve the case. You should be thankful I am telling you, Instead of selling you False hope... I know you believe you've got plenty of skill And you've got a method that I should embrace, But I don't believe it, and I never will — So get off my case.
3.
Submission 04:30
I can dress in your favorite attire and take a walk on your mile high wire; I'll do the daredevil deeds you desire -- No, I don't mind being a waste You could rival a bottle of liquor that dulls my senses and makes my pulse flicker, and though I know every sip gets me sicker, I'm hopelessly hooked on the taste (Chorus) ('Cause) You're the girl of my dreams -- my cocaine with legs -- 'til my poor self esteem's raised a couple of pegs. It's a clearly impossible mission to throw you back in the sea and keep fishin', so I will stay in this state of submission -- it's better than nothing at all. It's a terribly tainted endeavor, and it's a tie I should certainly sever, but I may walk on your wire forever, with nothing preventing my fall.
4.
If she were here and the mood was right, I would blow it with something silly I would say. Still, she'll be in my arms tonight -- though she don't know it, Because she's miles and miles away... But a dream can sweep the facts aside, and keep her at my side, where she can make a promise she'll always stay. Though all it takes is the morning light to overthrow it, I can still dream another day.
5.
Careful 04:54
I just wanna lift you up, because you are my woman. I just wanna lift you up, but God help me, I am human. I break down when you're unkind; if you're not careful i'm undone. I break down inside my mind 'til I'm just no good to anyone And if you don't apologize, well, you know you're still forgiven -- just a look into my eyes and you will see my love still livin'. But take it easy on me now -- if you're not careful I'm undone. There's just so much a heart allows 'til it's just no good to anyone. I break down when you're unkind, but I'm still not gonna run -- though there's a breakdown in my mind, I still love you more than anyone
6.
I'm gonna take the little cash I have and blow it on a cab to Purdy Avenue tonight. I may not have enough to make the fare, and I don't even know if she'll be there, but that's alright... (Chorus) (But) I won't get her attention either way. I'm just a fool who goes to see her play -- how did I start thinking I'm entitled to the stinkin' time of day? I already know how this'll go: she'll step onto the stage and steal the show from everyone -- and I'll be in the corner like a dunce, wishing I could say two words, for once, besides "well done" (Chorus)
7.
Yes, I know it's over, but you barely gave a reason why -- how can I move on when you've unfairly hung me out to dry? I deserve a better explanation -- this one will not pass. This is not our final conversation -- you can bet your ass. You may find another who will take your heart, and lay you down; you may even pack your bags and make your way to some new town -- none of that will put this all behind you -- not 'til I've agreed. Don't forget that I know how to find you any time I need. Think about if this were vice versa -- me deserting you -- how'd you feel if you were left to nurse a bruise so black and blue? All I ask is that the golden rule be properly applied -- otherwise, it's safe to say that you'll be haunted once I've died.
8.
I was badly misled by the hand of hell; now I lie on a bed in a prison cell. I'm no longer adored by the friends I knew well, but i know that the Lord still loves me. Well, my dangerous wrath and my dangerous pride took a dangerous path to a dangerous side, but the Word is my sword now; the word is my guide, and I know that the Lord still loves me. I've been counting the days since I've seen the sun's rays on a cold an dreary wall, but with God in the fight, there's a new kind of light that will see me through it all. If I live behind bars 'til the day I die -- never seeing the stars in the midnight sky -- even if I'm ignored by the world passing by, well, I know that the Lord still loves me. Yes, I know that the Lord still loves me.
9.
I guess I should have explained -- I don't need much to be impressed. As long as I'm entertained, then you don't have to do you best. (Chorus) And one day, if I decide to grow up, then I'll need something more -- but these days, you only have to show up at my door, and ignore how my heart sounds like thunder even six feet under the floor. I guess I should have been clear -- don't look to me to be adored. The only reason you're here is that I'm absolutely bored (Chorus) Don't ever mention how I ran away, uncertain of feelings still hidden. Pay no attention to the man behind the curtain -- you're strictly forbidden. He's agony ridden -- I'm not even kiddin'. (Chorus)

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Acknowledgments:

Many thanks to Fernando Perdomo and Chris Price for your friendship and encouragement even more than your musicianship, to Ben LeCourt for completing the studio dream team, to Mike House for your ears and patience, and Mark Peteritas for bringing it all home.

These songs wouldn't have been written without inspiration from:

God, Vivian Loriga (née Astray-Caneda) Rachel Goodrich, Jessica Cross, Amanda Smith, Rebekah TC, the person who put a piano in the cafeteria of the shelter I first lived in when I arrived in Miami in 2002, and the woman at that shelter, whose name I wish I could remember, who asked if I could write a song to encourage her incarcerated husband.

This album is dedicated to two awesome women: Amanda Jane Pellett, whose own story inspired to me to get back up, and Elizabeth Cross, my mother, who still lives in me.

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released June 7, 2016

Produced by Fernando Perdomo and Elijah Cross
Recorded at Reseda Ranch Studios, California
Mixing by Mike "Frankenstein" House"
Mastering: Mark Peteritas, Working Man's Productions
All songs written by Elijah Cross (BMI)
Photography: Tiffany Derr, tbd Photography

Executive producer Elizabeth Cross

© 2016 Elijah Cross - all rights reserved

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Elijah Cross York, Pennsylvania

Elijah Cross was born in California, and attended the San Diego School of Creative and Performing Arts before moving to New York, then Florida, Georgia, and all of them again before settling in Pennsylvania. His new single, "(I Can't) Hide This Love Away", is out now.

Elijah and Macy K have recorded an EP as West & Ward, to be released in 2024.
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